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Keith Urban- You'll think of Me [Feb. 13th, 2006|02:52 pm]
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I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah

And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday
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(no subject) [Feb. 12th, 2006|10:09 pm]
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Have you ever felt a kiss,
not on your lips, but in your heart?
I have.
Have you ever felt a hug, so warm and strong
that nothing else mattered and you never want to let go?
I have.
When I looked at you, I saw a part of myself.
And when I said goodbye, I never got it back.

I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you.
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The Only One [Sep. 21st, 2005|04:35 pm]
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[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |Shes the Girl all the Bad Guys Want]

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes
And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

And I probably forgot to tell you this
Like that time when I forgot to tell you about the scar
Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel?
See you're not what I expected
But you're the only one who knows how to handle me
And you're such a great kisser and I know that you agree


You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
Cuz its really not at all

I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
Cuz the day that you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me


You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

Exactly what I mean

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
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You Know You Drink Too Much When... [Aug. 1st, 2005|02:50 pm]
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[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Dashboard Confessional]

Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream.

The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.

The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar

When you go to donate blood and they ask what proof?

You think the Four Basic Food Groups are Caffeine, Nicotine, Alcohol, and Hotties.

You have a "happy hour" at home

When you are sober, people ask you what's wrong?

You spend all night making a board game called Alcohol Land

Although you drove home the other night you can't remember how you got home or where you parked your car

"Hi ocifer. I'm not under the affluence of incohol."

Your favorite drink is ethanol.

"Why does everybody think I have a prinking droblem?! - I don't have a prinking droblem!"

"I don't have a drinking prob..pleb..prub.. *hic* Pash me another, tarbender."

You can spend a whole night holding up walls to prevent their (your) collapse.

You instinctively know where the alcohol is in a store you've never been in before

Clubs raise their drink prices because you haven't attended in a while

You think beer and ramen make a good breakfast

You frequently urinate outdoors.

When you first wake up and you're afraid you're gonna die and a half-hour later you're afraid you won't.

You fall asleep taking a dump.

You believe that spilling a beer is alcohol abuse.

You go to the john to hurl, but you take your beer with you.

You find it's easier to study drunk.

You're on a first name basis at the detoxification center.

Beer ads make sense.

You wake up to the sound of your dog drinking out of the toilet and you're so dry that it sounds mighty thirst quenching.

You wake the next morning and start drinking a few of the half empties left sitting around the room.

The space on your driver's license that tells your eye color reads "bloodshot".

You fall down a flight of steps and DON'T spill a drop of your beer.

You mix your cocktails by the litre.

You grow a beard because it stops beer that's running down your chin.

You put off urinating in hopes of reaching that near orgasmic Zen-like piss.

When the bottle says 20 standard drinks but you only get 5.

You spell Alcohol with a capital letter out of respect

You lose arguments with inanimate objects.

You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth

Your career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusettes.

24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not!

Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem!

"Norm!" is what they say when you enter the bar.

You can focus better with one eye closed

The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar

You fall off the floor.

You discover in the morning that liquid cleaning supplies have mysteriously disappeared.

Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner!

Beer: it's not just for breakfast anymore.

The glass keeps missing your mouth.

Vampires get woozy after bitting you.

At AA meeting you begin: "Hi, my name is... uh..."

Your idea of cutting back is less seltzer.

You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom, you fell asleep clothed. - hmm.

Every night you're beginning to find your roomate's cat more and more attractive.

If you're on a diet, you cut back your food calories to allow for alcohol calories.

"Take me drunk, I'm home!"

You wake up naked lying in the corner of a bus depot.

You drink to get over a hangover.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who drink too much.
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Blog Boredom [Aug. 1st, 2005|02:22 pm]
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[mood |blahblah]
[music |Jack Johnson]

 

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

 
 

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.

Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 34% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell...

But word is, you kiss pretty well.

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average
Your General Knowledge is Average

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If I Knew [Aug. 1st, 2005|02:14 pm]
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[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Jack Johnson- F-stop Blues]

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your d! ay,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all! I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
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Men's English [Jul. 18th, 2005|11:09 am]
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[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |Mr. Brightside]

1. I am hungry = I am hungry.
2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy.
3. I am tired = I am tired.
4. Nice dress = Nice cleavage.
5. I love you = Let's have sex now.
6. I am bored = Do you want to have sex?
7. May I have this dance? = I'd like to have sex with you.
8. Can I call you sometime? = I'd like to have sex with you.
9. Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd like to have sex with you.
10. Can I take you out to dinner? = I'd like to have sex with you.
11. I don't think those shoes go with that outfit = I'm gay.
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G.R.I.T.S [Jun. 18th, 2005|10:58 am]
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[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |Laguna Beach]

>Southern girls know bad manners when they see them:
>1. Drinking straight out of a can.
>2. Not sending thank you notes.
>3. Velvet after February.
>4. White shoes before Memorial Day or after Labor Day.
>
>Southern girls always say:
>1. "Yes, ma'am."
>2. "Yes, sir."
>
>Southern girls have a distinct way with fond expressions:
>1. "Y'all come back now, ya heaah."
>2. "Well, bless your heart."
>3. "Drop by when you can."
>4. "How's your mama?"
>5. "Love your hair."
>
>Southern girls know their three R's:
>1. Rich
>2. Richer
>3. Richest
>
>Southern girls know everybody's first name:
>1. Honey
>2. Darlin'
>3. Shugah
>
>Southern girls know the movies that speak to their hearts:
>1. "Gone With the Wind"
>2. "Fried Green Tomatoes"
>3. "Driving Miss Daisy"
>4. "Steel Magnolias"
>
>Southern girls know their cities dripping with Southern charm:
>1. Hotlanta or Adlanna (Atlanta as outsiders say)
>2. Richmon
>3. Challston
>4. S'vannah
>5. Birminham
>6. Nawlins'
>7. Oh! and that city in Alabama? It's pronounced MUNTGUMRY!
>
>Southern girls know the three deadly sins:
>1. Bad hair
>2. Bad manners
>3. Bad blind dates
>
>G.R.I.T.S. = Girls Raised in The South!
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Is there such a thing as a happy ending? [Jun. 17th, 2005|12:15 pm]
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[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Dashboard Confessional- Ruined Puzzle]

Have you ever seen a television show that you can relate to the characters almost as if its you in the show, but at the end of the day thats all they are. Characters. once again, that puts you all by yourself feeling whatever it is that you had that connection to them with. And somehow you end up having nothing at all in common with them because everyone knows that there is always a happy ending. The guy always gets the girl, and the little kid always gets the bike. Why cant life be that easy?
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Filling in the Blanks [May. 31st, 2005|06:00 pm]
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[mood |intimidatedintimidated]
[music |Sweet Home Alabama- Lynard Skynard]

so here is all the juicy gossip i didnt get a chance to finish last night because i was distracted. I want to remember everything that i do and ever tiny detail that goes through my head so that i can cherish everything...

So I last left out and we had just finished our last day of high school so that friday I had my Graduation/ Birthday Party which turned out to be nothing like i had expected but it really brought me back with some friends and that was worth everything else that went on. I hate to admit it, but i need them. So that was my party but it was a good night.

then, the next night was erica's party which was a lot of fun too, quiet cause it was mostly family which was nice because i got to spend more time with my good friends rather than just hanging out with a bunch of people that i couldnt care less about at some other party or something. Oh yes, and we all found out what a snitch mrs lunny is OMG! she tells everything and shit and she told my mom about me and tyler and blabbed about brittney and how she went to a hotel after prom and she even got all the fucking facts wrong so if your going to get us in trouble, at least get us in trouble for something that we actually did!  So now we all have to watch our backs with that cause who knows, i mean i am not going to be on girls gone wild or anything (well not that i am planning on ;-)) but i mean, still, i dont need my parents or anyone else to know what i do with my spare time, that is my business! oh yes, and it was baccalaureate mass and it was really pretty. The gym was PACKED but it looked nice. And father kelly sang. LOL i almost cried, but didnt. And we sang our class song to our parents "Forever Young" and it was all very heart felt, depsite the fact my feet were bleeding from my shoes.

Sunday- May 15th... the greatest day on the face of the planet! :-D (the gonzales family sang to me at the stroke of midnight)
I went out on our boat with my parents and munchkin. we ate at Bubba Gump Shrimp and that was a lot of fun and then came home and went to the Reed residence to see Sally's mom Kate. Uhm and, okay. So then I went to the Gonzalez residence and ended up staying all through desperate house wives and i have no further comments to share on such a visit.

Monday- Senior Breakfast
Well, we had skits we had slide shows we had music... we had food? lol. okay we did but it was bad. So the skit was fucking hilarious!! They did a history of all our homecomings and cailinis through the years and everything that had happened and it was just really funny. very well done. Lizzy Klein, Allen Carmody, Chelsea, and Stephanie Moran (i am sure some of those names were butchered- i apologize) and then the slide show which was just fun because you never realize how much people grow up in 4 years and then you look at the pictures and its like WHAT. WHOA! who is that!! ahhhh! those were the highlights of that lovely day.

Tuesday- May 17th. Graduation Day
we had rehearsal that morning which was no big deal at all they just basically tell us not to trip and make asses out of ourselves. And then i went home and started getting ready for that night. So graduation came and went. I took my turn to walk across the big stage, shake father kelly's hand and take my empty diploma holder :-) And then i went out to dinner with my family plus bernard and my grandparents and the gonzalez family and cough brandon. And then when i got home and Chasen came over and we hung out for a while... it was good to see him again. And that was the perfect ending for my graduation day.

Graduation (Friends Forever) By: Vitamin C
"And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

La, la, la, la
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever


As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

Wednesday- Friday
Nini and Papa were here so I mostly just did bonding time with them.
Thursday- like old times pulling stuff. tehe ;-) and one of the greatest nights of my life. its the things that you never expect to happen
Friday night Alex Cronin and I hung out since I hadnt seen him in forever. Other than that things were somewhat uneventful.

Saturday- Kristen's Graduation/ Birthday Party
It was in BFE at Dania Beach but it was fun. who doesnt love water balloons with friends. But stephanie brown and i walked two freaking miles ahhh and then she took me home cause i love her. And then i got home and ready in 20 minutes to meet clay and his friends at La Bamba for dinner which was crazy cause those are some of the weirdest (in a good way) people that I will EVER meet. And i got to spend bonding time with my boyfriend so that was fun, even though we were broken up and he denies it (guys thats an inside joke :-D... and you're on the outside) kisses for all! so then i went and played trivial persuit with them cause thats how they roll and then after all the youngins left i went out with seb and all them and went to cody's house. and once again bogous curfew time but whatever. only 3 more weeks of that bull shit. oh yeah, and brittney won best actress in her movie which is totally rockin awesome! and she rules!!! CONGRATS!!!

Sunday- Aunt Jos came and it was Clay, Kristen and Phil's Birthday w00t w00t.
I went to lunch with mi familia... and then went to Katie's party which was fun times. Spend valuable bonding time with the lunny clan. which was uhm fun. and apparently i am going to especially have lots of fun in gville being free according to mr. lunny. whatever the fuck that means. So then Brittney and I came back here and chilled and watched the season finale of Desperate House Wives cause i am officially addicted to that show. eek! and the brittney went to jose's since he was leaving monday for someplace. i dunno. And then i called up a long lost friend of mine and then i went there and we caught up like good times. even though they (no sex specification for the people *cough* person that doesnt give a shit about me but is nosy enough to actually take the time to read this just to see if i am okay without them- and if you read this and get offended... point made) were sorta busy.

Monday- Get yearbooks and diplomas at school. took car into the shop. took clay to the license testing place to practice the route- ungratful bastard. And then i came home and hung out with my aunt cause she is always fun and then i went to Chris Mikhak's and hung out with him since i never get to see him and i love him.

Tuesday- Vroom Vroom to Gville for orientation. 6 hours driving then went to Bryan's Frat house- eek!! that is ALL i have to say. and then trevor and I hung out for the first time alone which was kinda weird cause ive known him my whole life but i am going to get to know him and him and not for him with our parents and stuff. if any of that made sense to you, but trevor took me around the town and showed me a good time and where he is going to live next year and then we went and played raquet ball- that was definitely a first for me. lol but it was fun :-) despite the fact that i got hit right between my eyes with the ball

Wednesday- orientation classes. zzzzz... stayed in the broward dorms. it was fun. i met this girl Jennifer that Erica gasbarro and i roomed with and we all stressed together about classes and shit and we had a party in the "basement" or florida basement i should say. lol- insane! and bryan is a doll and brought me his computer to give us some tunes to listen to. I have great friends. and we saw funny weird skits and Freandy was my counselor. and thats it. oh yes and my current major is Digital Arts and Sciences (an Engineering Major)

Thursday- wake up early to check out of broward. got gator 1 card- i am an official active student at UF. i got my classes (appt at 4- the VERY LAST appointment time- fucking bitches!) got a job application. nothing else exciting. shopped. went to the mall- i had a lot of time to kill before 4. and then we drove home.

Sunday- Went to a party at Greggs house- met this cool kid named AJ. Saw ronald and ryan which was fun. Saw allie smith- bunches of people i hadnt seen in a long time. i had a lot of fun :-D

Monday- Beach with the biatches. Brittney Katie and Jamie. we had a lot of fun- i got some purdy color. oh yeah and i met :-D and then i came home and chilled for a while and then Kyle Colomba came and picked me up and we went and saw the Longest Yard and Star Wars 3 (his choice- i was held hostage) and i lost our bet. tehe. not that i am complaining. :-) and then i came home and kinda caught up on my drama filled life. in more ways than one. and that is when i wrote the last entry and had to jet because it got too hectic. my life is like a roller coaster. geez!

Tuesday- worked... who knows what is up with tonight. only time can tell 8-)

Okay, that was fun. I love you all!

 


 

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